My Struggle with Sin...

Whoa... For a very long time i have not written anything already.... But today today today.... I just felt a need to voice my innermost feelings to God...

Lord, My God, why doth my struggle seem so hard?
That each day, new pains come and strike my already fragile heart...
For though from deep within, I desire to be yours, pure...
Yet, from my sin, heart and thoughts, it seems there be no cure...

the deepest of my desires, to serve you with my hearts every beat,
And to one day before your throne before your glory sit...
But now my heartr cries in constant agony,
For from the bonds of sin, I never seem able to get free...

And from my soul rends a heart-wrenching cry,
For now I know why my saviour had to for me die...
For alone, myself, I am mortal, weak...
Alone my war with sin is lost, alone it is bleak...

So by faith alone, I take my ground,
that Father you would have me and lead me heaven bound...
And now these pains that assail my fragile borken heart,
I know that of my marvellous story they will ever be a part...

AMEN...

I wrote this one the train back from my NAV camop in Taman Negara... As usual my stupid mind and heart was bugging me... And I was again on another low ebb... Well... I wrote something that voices EXACTLY how I felt... in the form of a psalm... (Orientaion - Disorientation - New Orientation)...

May the Lord, continue to calm the ragingf tempest that swirl in my heart, that it may be a sanctified throne unto His glory...